I like winter.
I truly do.
What I don't like is the winter blues.
Every winter I seem to have to deal with a bit of depression. Sure... I get it other times of the year too but mostly in the winter. It's a big mix of things that bring it on. And it makes life hard.
Lately I've been feeling like I am in a downward spiral to a very dark place. I don't like it. It's like I am gasping for air and trying to keep my head in a good place. But it's hard.
Things started getting tough about a week ago. I wasn't sleeping well and that left me exhausted. Then I started sleeping better the past few nights but I have been having odd dreams that leave me waking up feeling blah. Not a good way to start the day.
I'm also dealing with a difficult situation in which I have been wronged. But there isn't much I can do about it. I'm hurt and I am angry. And I'm just going to have to forgive and move on. But that's often easier said than done.
I guess I'm telling you all of this so that you can pray for me. I would appreciate it.